When I started this blog/ website there was very little real thought put into it. I had ideas of what it could be along with the YouTube channel that has yet to be really started. There was no thought of what it would or should be. Of course I’m paying for it every month to maintain my website and I keep thinking “what is it there for?” In addition I keep thinking “what am I here for?” My life is chaotic and kinda a mess. My head always hurts, I’m always behind, I can’t find a single thing I own that I look for, and a lot of the time I feel disconnected from my wife and son. I continuously tell myself that it’s just discipline or sleep or starting Monday I’ll change my ways.
That of course never happens. They say travel breaks our routine and allows us to become new versions of ourselves. We are separated from our normal duties so we have time to think that I don’t have to be like that or things don’t need to stay the same. As I’m riding in the back seat of a minivan in Kauai head back to the hotel from the beach on the opposite side of the island I’m thinking that I can change my life. But in the kind of way that sticks. The hard part is coming up with a plan that works. I think a lot of people can relate to the issues I have and I want to bring you along on my journey in the hope that it helps someone in a similar position.
Follow me in doing things to better my life and grow as a person and father. I’ll try to be consistent on here as well. I will try and do weekly updates on Friday nights. I will come up with a plan/system and lay things out. I would love input from the readers as well. I’m sure there will be ups and downs. I hope that 6 months from now I will have 6 months of progress instead of 6 months of excuses.